Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Truncated Muddle

Oh, life is a muddle.  I can't even quite gather my thoughts here, but I'll try.

I've slowed my posting of late for a lot of reasons, and I feel like I've talked about this before but I really can't recall.  The Mother Fast is still going.  I'm still wishing I knew how many people are participating.  I've had no entries on the "Awake and Arise" anthem contest thingy.  None.  Not a one.  Well, except from a small group of friends with whom I discussed it before even putting it out there for entries.  I'm a tiny corner of the internet--not even a corner, really, more like a nail dent in a wall--

And Blogger ate my post.  *sigh.*  *fistshake*  Maybe it's for the best, it was mostly just me freaking out about life in general.  That's not really the purpose of this blog.  Here's a run-down, anyway.
  • Mom's improving, albeit slowly.  The situation's still stressful.
  • I suck at my business.  I'm good at my work!  But I'm terrible at my business.  This must change.
  • I'm questioning things about myself lately that I never thought I'd question and I'm wondering if it's because of reality or general frustration with where I am in life.
  • In spite of crap, my life's still pretty good.  I'm just stressed and scattered and in need of balance, grounding, and centering.  I'm also very seriously considering adding Reiki to my healing repertoire once I chill out a bit.
On a side note, I got a message on Facebook this morning from a friend who said she'd shared some information about circumcision with her brother and sister-in-law and they had decided that if they were having a boy, they wouldn't circumcise.  And they're having a boy!  WOO!  One more whole baby going home with all his God-given parts!  Yay!

Okay, I'm done.  I'm off to keep muddling through.  Off to go forth and try to conquer.  Away!

2 comments:

  1. Just thought I'd let you know that I appreciate what you're doing. I have this blog on my Google Reader and I've participated in every Mother Fast. I'm a private person, so I rarely leave comments on any blogs, but I thought I'd let you know that I'm encouraged by what you write. It's comforting to know that there are others out there going through journeys similar to mine. So, thank you! And, best of luck getting through this challenging time.

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  2. Thank you, Summer. Thank you very much. :)

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Thank you for wanting to leave me a message. I hope you've found something I've said edifying, and you'll extend the same to me. Please be positive, I'm not here to argue, but rather to just have a place to write things that I find spiritually uplifting, or share my own ponderings on matters of faith. Thank you.